I miss Sleep
Some reason I haven’t been sleeping to well. It’s this odd feeling that I am always forgetting something or some topic has been forgotten or just something is always on my mind. I think I am just missing that feeling of satisfaction. I decided to take the ferry home instead of driving around to save that 1.5hrs of time but costs $10. Sitting here with my feet up on my laptop I can’t really figure it out. Looking around I see people sleeping and I so envy them.
Another thing I don’t understand is honesty. Why do people have such a hard time being honest. I hate this metaphors of what people are really feeling. Just be open if you don’t want to talk to me then just say so. I would gain so much more respect for a person who is honest then just not telling me what is up. But I will never understand that about people. But then again sleep is something I miss and I just feel like I need a break. I am either at Work or School or Studying or Trying to sleep. But I can’t really seem to sleep so I sit up all night just tossing worried about stuff. I need to relax just get away and do nothing.
Oh my poor Tristan, I wish I could tell you that sleep is an easy thing to get, but alas I suffer from lack of sleep too. One day all your stress will soon pass and you will be filled with happiness.