Updates
Well that cookie post has been the most popular post that I have ever made. So much advice some choices need to be made. Well what should I really do. I have no real clue I really think that honestly she isn't really into me she was just doing something nice. But I have no idea. I haven't seen her since the cookies.
I think I have changed my vibe because I seem to be getting more positve feedback from people. Like I was on my way to class yesterday and I stopped at Gig Harbor Safeway To get an energy drink cause I was falling asleep and I walked in went to the deli and got a 99ยข Burrito and a Diet Rockstar and the checker was smiling at me. I would guess she is 19-22 and we just kept exchanging smiles and had some small moment that was just a good feeling.
I don't know it's been kinda weird all of this has been hitting at once not exactly sure because went from None to a little Feedback from the opposite sex to more then I have had in a long time. I went from wanting a girlfriend to just wanting to do my own thing and just kinda discover what and who I really am. Trying to better myself.
For the first time ever I have been achieving my New Years Resolution I have achieved 3 of my 5 goals this year to accomplish and it's only July so much left to go. The other two goals I know I can make happen I just have to decide where to channel my energy.
It's like I am truly happy with who I am who I have became. It's kinda of a weird feeling. Like I have always known since I was 6 years old and walked into the computer lab and sat down at the Apple IIe that started it all. At that point I knew that this tool was amazing and that's what I wanted to do and use everyday in my career. Things seem to be going awesome in that direction.
I don't think this is the update everyone wanted to the cookie Blog. But when I have news if any news I will be sure to post it.
I will let everyone know that I have been working on probably one of the greater posts. Of probably one of the few days I have been stressed out, pissed off, embarassed more then I can recall on any day that I remember. I laugh about this day more then any other. It's a great party for a laugh. Only Me and 2 other people experienced this day. But it kidnda was just two really bad days in a row. It's really clear in my memory and lots of details are in this story it's on it's 3rd Draft. But anyways look forward to that. But anyways hope everyone is well. There is a Hawaiian Party tonight so that should be fun. I would really like to go see a movie tomorrow. Either Charlie and the Choclate Factory or Wedding Crashers. If you want to go hit up the Cell or the E-Mail or leave a comment or send a Text to the Cell. Or e-Mail the Cell or e-mail my other e-mail or hit me on on AIM, MSN or Yahoo.
I better not hear anyone say I am to hard to reach. Maybe that is a problem that I am just to easy to reach. Oh well I can figure that out later.









1 Comments:
YOU SOUND LONELY AT HEART - I AM REALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU MY FRIEND....
TRISTAN YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU AS MY OWN SON- I mean that. I value you as my FRIEND- I think it is time for you to step back and be SCILENT. NOT IN YOUR WORDS - but SCILENT in YOUR HEART. I FEEL A LOT OF PAIN STILL IS THERE. GO AWAY FROM PARTIES AND PEOPLE AND BE SOMEWHERE ALONE AND LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!
BEST WISHES- SERGE.
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